23

Im officially 23 last sunday. Hard to believe that I'm already 23 i feel like i just have my 18th birthday tomorrow... Oh God :(

But im so thankful to God for give me such a wonderful and blissful life, for a lovely family and friends also for many lessons that i got in 22.

Wisdom people said "everything happens for a reason" but sometimes the hardest part is find out what the reason is. I was fall in love and imagine how lovely if i being relationship with him but the saddest part is the reality doesn't let it be, I'm so down and sad, i used to find out why its gone wrong but i don't  find the reason behind this so i let time flies and now i know what the reason is. God always knows better and if something doesn't happen like you want maybe it doesn't good for you. I believe that everything always have a lessons after an occurrence.

Im the type who likes to meet new people and become friends. I used to think that i have to make a friends with anyone without picky, i really don't care about my friends socialite life like where's his/her college or anything i just want to have many many friends. Yeah, but it used to. Now i know who's my friends (i mean true) and who's not, I'm the type who doesn't like (more) drama especially in social media, i now how annoying when you're with you're friend but she busy with her phone or social media. Oh Gosh...

Its good to have many friends, but are all of them still there when you need them? when you're lonely or need someone to talk to? :) 

You can call me picky or anything, but i just doesn't want to have more drama in this socialite life. Many experience that i got and make me like this. I think, why keep people who doesn't need you in their life? Why being friends with the fake people? they good in front you but talks bad behind your back, why being friends with the people who doesn't let you to be yourself? and why being friends with people who's need you just when they're in trouble?

So its better to have a little friend but they always there when you need them even in the midnight they was fall asleep but still can catch your phone, they never talk bad behind you, they never judge, they always remember your special day, they always give a good reason when you're down and need advice, they always support you no matter what, they know you well. they're the second family. Friends is a family that you can choose. Thank you God i have them.

Once again i thank you God for these many lessons behind the experience, for lovely family and friends.

And now, I'm ready for a new year of me, a new journey, a new experience.

:)