Back To Routine

So sad to knowing that tomorrow my brother need to go back to college and i'll be the only one child again in home. When my brother's home, i like to just stay at home not going everywhere. We have so much quality time, he shared about his teenager's life, we joke about random things, he's teaching me driving manual car, and he asking me to sleep in his room. I know my brother will going home for about once in two weeks, but i just sad to knowing that tomorrow i'll be alone anymore, my parents work so i just stay at home doing nothing or going out with some friends.. :(

Btw, i its my first time bought popflats flat shoes. I love flat shoes more than any other type of shoes and I'm curious to buy especially since that i know this is Diana Rikasari's shoe line. So i bought bunny hope. This shoes is so comfy and the important thing is this shoes don't make my foot pain like many other shoes. So for those who likes flat shoes much, go buy here.

Minimal Shirt

Zara Pants

Popflats Shoes

Poor Cat

Yesterday i saw a stray cat with wound on the left eyes and lame foot. She's a (very) skinny female cat. She tried to crossing the street but an old man save her and take her to the roadside. I feel so pity for her, i wish i can save her life. You know, i adore cat so much especially with the local (Indonesian) cat but too bad my mom don't allow me to adopt a cat, the reason is she doesn't like a furry animal :( looks stupid, i just stand in front of the cat speechless.. How poor is she, i can see on her eyes that she sad. She can't move easily. I saw her just quite and muse. Sometimes i saw her sleep, but awakened and so on. Suddenly, come a woman and saw her then she called someone, i don't know who but after that, come a man with a motorbike bring a box. He take the cat to the box then bring her home. Sigh.. i just feel "free" i thank god for those woman who have a big heart, so im sure that now the cat is in a better place and she must doesn't feel sad or lonely anymore :)

Polka Top Made by My Aunty
Bloop Endorse Trouser
Wondershoe Shoes

23

Im officially 23 last sunday. Hard to believe that I'm already 23 i feel like i just have my 18th birthday tomorrow... Oh God :(

But im so thankful to God for give me such a wonderful and blissful life, for a lovely family and friends also for many lessons that i got in 22.

Wisdom people said "everything happens for a reason" but sometimes the hardest part is find out what the reason is. I was fall in love and imagine how lovely if i being relationship with him but the saddest part is the reality doesn't let it be, I'm so down and sad, i used to find out why its gone wrong but i don't  find the reason behind this so i let time flies and now i know what the reason is. God always knows better and if something doesn't happen like you want maybe it doesn't good for you. I believe that everything always have a lessons after an occurrence.

Im the type who likes to meet new people and become friends. I used to think that i have to make a friends with anyone without picky, i really don't care about my friends socialite life like where's his/her college or anything i just want to have many many friends. Yeah, but it used to. Now i know who's my friends (i mean true) and who's not, I'm the type who doesn't like (more) drama especially in social media, i now how annoying when you're with you're friend but she busy with her phone or social media. Oh Gosh...

Its good to have many friends, but are all of them still there when you need them? when you're lonely or need someone to talk to? :) 

You can call me picky or anything, but i just doesn't want to have more drama in this socialite life. Many experience that i got and make me like this. I think, why keep people who doesn't need you in their life? Why being friends with the fake people? they good in front you but talks bad behind your back, why being friends with the people who doesn't let you to be yourself? and why being friends with people who's need you just when they're in trouble?

So its better to have a little friend but they always there when you need them even in the midnight they was fall asleep but still can catch your phone, they never talk bad behind you, they never judge, they always remember your special day, they always give a good reason when you're down and need advice, they always support you no matter what, they know you well. they're the second family. Friends is a family that you can choose. Thank you God i have them.

Once again i thank you God for these many lessons behind the experience, for lovely family and friends.

And now, I'm ready for a new year of me, a new journey, a new experience.

:)

Scary Tuesday

Just watched The Conjuring with my friend. That movie was sooo scary especially because its based on true story.. OMG

You know, I'm a girl who loves everything about mystery, horror and thrilled. Even though i hate thriller movies like hostel because its so ewh i just can't see blood.

I love to read horror story especially if its based on true story, i love watching horror movies or reality show like scariest places on earth and i love to listen horror story or mysteries songs like Sarasvati's songs. But, human being, im coward and i  really wish that i'll never ever seen ghost or have a horror experience. And since i love everything about horror story or anything , i wish someday i'll be a tv host for a horror/ mystery tv show. Haha call me weird!

Btw, this is my face when i don't wear any make up. Feel a bit unconfident.

Thrifted Plaid Shirt & Acid Short

Mom's Bag

Donatello Loafers

Anyway, i can't wait for the next 3 weeks i'll go to Bandung with my friend and we'll do thrifted shopping. Wohoooo.. its been a long time i'm not go thrifted shopping. :D