24

I love being 23, i love the number of 23, and 23 teach me many things i never learned before. Many things happen in 23, good and bad.

The good things happened like i graduated from fashion school, my parents bought me a new car, attended some interview, being close with good/ positive people, have an awareness to pray 5 times a day and fasting to change my 'loss', try being a morning person and do a morning walk routine every day, eat healthy food, sleep earlier and (its something that i finally can do)say NO if people ask for something when my heart not meant to be.

I also got the bad things like had a hard times for a quite long time, surrounded by negative people, found out that some people i thought best friends isn't the real ones and it feels like i'm wasting my time being close with them, some things i expected doesn't turns out well and being fooled with the same guy.

For all the good and bad things happened in 23, i feel grateful. especially the bad things, it makes me learn more that life isn't about good or sweet stuffs, bad things always happen, and some things will going wrong so always prepare for the worst and take a positive things behind all the bad things happened. 

Back then, i can easily feel bad for people, i keep them nicely, do good things with them, treat them well even if they're not but now its not anymore. I will treat someone like the way they treated me. If someone will try to keep a distance for me, i'll do that too. If someone makes me they're option, i'll do like that to them too. I'm not mean, I'm just protect my self from all the bad things. Life is too short for bad people. I don't care what they say or what they think about me, what i should care is someone that loves me and still besides me no matter what the condition i have. Thank God i have many lessons in 23, now it makes me more positive to start the new day, 24.

Some of my close friend's asked ; 

Him: How's your first day being 24?

Me: Hmm its turns out well.

Him: Is there something special comes to you?

Me: Special about what? a guy friend or something? Haha no. I spent the end of 23 at my hometown and its so memorable. I came with my big family from Jakarta with a big bus and its so fun. Never have a fun yet memorable experience like this before. I'm so grateful.

Him: So what's you wishes for your new age?

Me: My one and only wish is, i wish i will get something that i never had before. Please pray for me, dude! :')

It's Been A While

It's been about 3 months i graduated from college and still here. Still here which mean, i'm still looking for a job, attend an interview, and do some other stuffs. Sometimes i feel bored because i usually busy especially when i was in college. But now my daily routine is just boring and pathetic, like sleep, eat, watching, browsing, reading, meet up with friends or sometimes attend an interview. When i was attending interviews, i always thinking that i shouldn't have a high expectation, like nothing to lose because when i have a high expectation but if the company reject me then i could be so down. All i can do now is, prepare to be better than before, learning more, practicing a psychological test and gather all the information that related to the job. Wish me luck please? :)

Zara Dress

H&M Shoulder Bag

Up Wedges

White Lies

This weather seriously makes me wanna do nothing. Just laying in my bed and being lazy all day long….

8Wood Top

White Hourse Dress

Unbreanded Hat

Up Shoes

Morning Problem

I have a problem in (almost) every morning. I think I'm not alone ,its almost girl's problem..am i right? ^^ I almost always late to go college just because of this problem. The problem is "Geez… what should i wear?"… or "Oh no, it looks weird to wear that"..etc. I almost always confused about what to wear to college. Since i go with public transportation its a bit hard about what should i wear because i should to wear something that makes me comfortable to wear in public transportation and it makes me quite restricted i mean i just can wear pants or t-shirt with a leg or midi skirt yeaa anything's long. 

Thrifted Denim Top

Zara Pants

MKS Shoes

The Deepest Wish

Dear God. For this moment, I'm not ask anything but this things. Please make it happen God….. :')

Thrifted Top

Zara Kids Floral Legging

Niel Boots

Unbreanded Necklace

Turning Tables

This year i have a thought, which is i want to treat people like the way they treated me. Its not a revenge, i just want them to feel how it feels to be treated bad. Some people i found just nice in front of me or they nice to me because they want to take some chance. I also found some of my (used to be close) friend is not as honest as i do to her, lie to me, many other bad things. I'm not feel lose, because i have many good people around me. They are make me feel blessed to have them in my life. Wisdom people said "You must first meet the bad one before you meet the good one", i do believe it :)

Minimal Shirt

Uniqlo Denim Pants

Up Wedges

Wet Roads

I love to walking under the rain, especially at night and listening to my favorite song. Maybe it sounds scary for some people because night, rain, alone, hmm.... in fact, we're not really "alone" Haha

My current favorite song is Double Rainbow by Katy Perry. This song's really made my heart feel warm, safe, peaceful, calm, many more feelings.. You should to hear this song.

Unbreanded Lace Blazer

Thrifted Dress

Niel Boots