Keep Moving Forward

Dear God, if today i lose my hope ,please remind me that your plans are better than dreams.

-Anonymous

Just received a bad news. Sigh. I feel so sad and down. This is my dream, i'm so expecting and really wanna get it but i failed. I'm speechless for a few minutes, thinking, and questioning why it gone wrong?. And finally i broke down my tears, i feel so unfair why i can't get what i want?!.

Like usual, I'm talking to my mom and my best friend about this. And they makes me feel so good. Both my mom and my best friend give a good advice to me. They said maybe its not good for me, i should to always believe that God will give the best for me and never stop trying. They told me to always keep a positive thinking and take the positive behind everything.  

After that, i tried to remember my mistakes until i'm finally know why i failed and the causes behind it.  So, now i will learn from my mistakes, have no high expectations, nothing to lose but still focus, shouldn't underestimate anything even the simple little things and always keep moving forward. 

Dear God, i know this is a lesson from You for me to being a better me. I know you will give me something better than this. sooner or later. I will always keep on believing.

:)